I feel you with me my love. I've felt you for so long, I've moved past being scared of it, it's now a apart of me, driving me without seeing, faith without needing, I know you are searching, and I'm busy seeding a life that will better relate, awareness, what you are seeking is what I'm bleeding, because if you truly believe all those things that you preach, they're only leading you back to me. Those words you speak, of love and life sparked a flame, fanned by pain, and on this lone path, going seemingly insane , I've come to disifer that which is engraved on my DNA, that through all the storms and rain and love undercover, hurt I was left to sort out, was nothing other, than an indeed drought, in this river of doubt, a lesson in healing I had to figure out, to balance my vibration that was left without you, so i could tune into what I am meant to do, and that is to heal myself and others, that includes a World that believes in love as great as you, and no words will I write shall ever come to prove, what my faith and love are capable of in bloom, you're .like the sun to my moon, and soon, I pray that darkness may show you what's real and untrue, simply because I'm tired and I'm missing you, so from afar I swoon, telling of my love for you to the moon , and anyone who believes that there is room to dance, if not here than with the stars, in this eternal romance.
I've chained myself to the ideas of wealth, letting them hold me in place. I've locked myself inside my head, thinking it was the only way. A passion I pain for not meant for a man, not meant for a human, not meant for my hands, it was meant for my god, meant for this world, meant for others to understand, not mine still but I still devise plans to hold you in my arms in this promise land, corrupting my soul with spirited cans, I'll give myself away and have faith it expands, hoping it spas all boundaries overflowing water dams, penetrating stone jams, blocked hearts and closed bans on love for all it demands, and it asks for nothing more than time between clans, a moment to decide while you look in eyes whether you can't or you can, are the choices you decide on are you own or just unified plans conspiracied on the theories that true love is leary and non-existent hear the well, I'm a consistent, patient, strong, and persistent man, resistance like a river flowing through your hands, drifting through on through this imaginary hell, a key you hold when to my knees I feel, knowing I'd met my ringing bell, I dream in healing tones that seem to have dealt with more emotional baggage than one should aquire, unlocking these chains with words that conspire to tell the truth and correct wrongs and discontent, my loves a force that's heaven sent, hell bent and set on finding you, if it's the last thing I ever do.
It's okay, or at least it will be, the stars align within infinity against adversity still devoid of gravity never rushing against depravity, in essence they still flow to their homes, how do you think these seeds you sew grow, how do you feel so different and all alone, it's all connected, as above so below, as the universe, so our souls, you may not know all the answers to the questions that blow through, but the question is answered the moment you know who asked, let them pass, let what's good design the light that wants to outlast the shadows of night in the short time we have to make our impacts right, in the time we have to share just what might save those who feel as though there's no way chance for them to hold on, keep moving on through the pain that belongs to belongs only to show the way, only to open the gate to the love you have for yourself still lying in wait, waiting for you to see just how great you are, like a burning star, shining for those who look from afar, wishing for things that seem so awesome and out of reach, I'm here to learn as much as I'm here to teach, here to unlearn all that concerns us with beseeching reasoning left to impeach our need for running free and seeing the truth in all things while silently dying from what these times bring, don't despair, it will be alright, our powers are growing against the might that steals light, as darkness moves way, our energies combine, unified forces that will shift the paradigm, these wars will end, along with the pain, for those who follow these words, it will all be okay.
The universe conversed with me, returned my worth and self esteem, gave me love to trust in things greater than myself. The world adapts to all my needs, under ground with paved beliefs, rock bottoms were I planted seeds, the roots have taken hold, The sky was once a place a painted place, where I once planned my great escape, to find the courage to leave this race, and fly above the rest. In your heart I found my home, I feel it more when I'm alone, the thoughts of you help set the tone, to change the way I was. The best is all I want to be, for your eyes eternity, the love I have will always be, a place to rest your soul.
Her finger tips, cross my lips, run my skin and never miss the marks that make me tick, slow and often quick, gone and back in subtle bliss, missing moments yet to exist, still caught in thought, I reminisce, I found myself, it's come to this, a tempered blade does not resist to cut the parts of insists, reserved for fear of losing time in betwixt, losing faith, it seems so quick, lest we know, we could forget, all we've learned in a part of it, equipped ourselves not to quit when we feel the weight, a precipice, take my hand, remember this, my love will stand, for you tight lipped, flipped, and dipped in the milky way, shining like the sun, for all along the way.
She effects me in ways unlike the rest. she's the apple in the garden that I must ingest, a sample of the memory to which I can attest, a harmony for that I'm drawn, to the eggs in her nest. Nothing I am without, her limits are my life's test, on the other side of darkness, my soul she arrests, shines through all time, blinding within the ruins of this mess, left through pieces creating a trail, that lets me repent. The fruits that she offers, are the best of the best, a tale beyond rhyme defines the beating in my chest, for her awakened eyes, to the heat she reflects, nothing compares to her fine and intense soft caress. She speaks not to minds, through it's fighting and unrest, unwinding her true kind, to which the world has not met, it has no design, how no investment can bet, against the strength in her glory, as she cradles my descent. Welcomes me home through universal intent, love visualizing information soon will ease all regret, inclined she speaks willing, her words now will transcend, my souls been hers with all time, two hearts united to defend.
From the dawn of mind a light has shined, on everyone who has passed in time, and everyone knows that it's divine because it brings life and we never question whether it's yours or mine... I think things, you can't fathom, it seems quite random, but our power is tandem in this race. Oh the irony of time and space, fill it full with love and grace, but if you have none, I will replace the emptiness with a warm embrace from same light which i sate at alone most every night the one I see in your beautiful face, the one I tried to show your eyes, while out universe united and I improvised, wishing you'd hurry with your inner fight, I touched your heart, yet you can't decide, if it's me to let go of or a life long marathon of nurturing the anxiety inside. Get your hopes up for once, it's better than being let down, but let's get real, we'll all come around, eventually, diverted in directions lead by fear, intentionally, while running from the sounds of inevitable cheer, it all seems queer, to deny such things, that would bring obvious happiness in this moment of Winter, now, but in reality, it's sad to see, this picture develops inevitably, just you wait, accordingly, for the time to pass presently to present the knowledge in real time, in real life, as the random synchronization starts to get real bright, it's going to get hard to deny, that maybe what you're feeling is supposed to be for I, because love is patience and love is kind, right? How would you know if it's never ran it's fingers down your spine? Once it finds you, there's no time, no space, that can erase that date stamped and mapped leading directly to your pain to be stripped from your soul like you wished before you we ever met again. Because it's been centuries that I've known you my friend. You called me out, you let me in, I came to battle, I came to win, forget your trouble, forget your sin, the war that you wage, is only within, and to those that throw stones, and break wish bones, with a poisoned mind, and negative flows, knows not what they do and have no clue, but I also love them too, and I'll prove the universal love vibration shining through.
The stars I've traced, have lost their blaze, years before we stepped on stage. I gaze above, to outer space, grateful for this day. I've been lost it seems, for centuries, searching for your face. Now the time, has matched these lines, my wishes true, my dreams encased. I close my eyes to what I see, an empty world that don't believe, I feel your love surrounding me, as we move into the new. Patience through this battlefield, amongst the dead who do not feel, my power comes, my heart is real, our world is changing pace. Energies from beyond, embody us to move along, holding tight to what belongs and letting go of the pain, our souls unite, to heed the fight, along this path, with endless light, I turn to truth, for love that blooms and what I have, I'll give to you. In these hands, creation stands, all we need, upon demand, once you're sure, the promise land, is ours forever more.
What I want isn't always what I need, yet what I think I need taunts me internally to push for what I believe, especially in what I see, an illusion indeed, what I feel I conceive is true, beyond what my lessons, beyond me and you, my will creates what it is my intentions shine through, all these things I do to create a world in which I can be closer to truth, closer to you, closer to a place outside of this room, where all views askew, from all we've gone through, travelling on, to a field in full bloom, where everything is meant as proof the universe is bearing fruit of love meant for you, everything you need, in your hands understood, can you perceive so soon and all the time in between will be a memory distant of a place we hold esteem, as our dreams all comes true, nothing keeping us back from what we want to do, those who say can't shall never improve, as we journey through this life, in this flesh vestibule, a temporary extraterrestrial, an immortal innercelestial, a warrior helping those destitute from the lies of modern tools fabricated and used to ensure we're all fools and confused, yet I refuse to lay down in this world from abuse, it's not win or lose, the journey of a thousand miles starts by putting on your shoes, the steps after that, can almost surely conclude, that the light and the dark are always burning through, and where you go from here is all up to you.
I am who I am, They definitely aren't me. I watch who they are and I see what they mean when they say that the nut doesn't fall far from the tree and sometimes I watch good people get deceived by a life full of lessons misdirected through beliefs, coping mechanisms that destroy and tear at the seems, I listen to the fear yet don't correct their speech because there's always always time to practice yet seldom to preach, so I try harder to hear what it is they they speak, to see exactly what it is that they mean, I open my eye and mind just to read the lines of silence caught tightly in between, use my intuition to clean out the confusion that's constantly conflicting me, I could impede, but their lessons in life just aren't meant for me to learn or concern myself with, a mystical being, I attempt to spare souls before I secede, I want to encourage growth from seeds that I've seen, growing in rows of bounty from the fields of my dreams, the healing that's planted needs roots that run deep, in hearts of all those feeling defeated and beat, unwanted and cheated, fooled and depleted from a life that's been directed by anyone who seems to understand the true nature of the beast, I know who I am so I know what I need, I feel everything and wear my heart on my sleeve, not to explain what I am or my thoughts to this world that deceives, the love that I have is the epitome of universal integrity and shining dignity tested and strengthened by the trials of infinity,in proximity of anonymity, to protect what I care for with truth and divinity, I'm not like others as the others would say, I am who I am, I need nothing to be saved but the thoughts rearranged in a way positive in thinking each and every day.
Here I stand along this path, been here so long, I'm not sure of my past, not that that matters, here's where I'm at, now, is the moment, a master of fact, a matter of land, Earth underfoot, yet the stars in our hand, nothings as planned, I grow every year to die in the sand, yet my love stays dormant in the roots of this land, with light, until the times right, to spring forth and florage again with the breath that you gave me a moment of zen, when you need a friend, carve your name in me, your grace I'll defend, I'll be here in storms and sunny days that bend time when we know that this all ends, but I'll be here long after the letters I send in hope we'll blend and if not I'll cast shade in blazing days for your children to find refuge in a hot summer day, you see, it doesn't matter what I say, I've stood my ground, never going to away, and I take the abuse of each passing spade, still loving the Earth, like I love you today, the more things change, the more they stay the same, yet if you are true to yourself, you see the rules of the game, and love is love, in the end it's all the same, no one offering shelter from the rain.